Well I am 18 years old I graduated high school in may, and since then i have noticed that i havent been feeling like myself. Im always thinking about my health Im always thinking that im gonna get some type of severe mental disorder and never have control of my life again, I havent done anything with my life since ive graduated all i do is sit at home and watch tv, use the computer, eat alot, and play video games. I dont have a car, a liscense, i never even had a girlfriend, and i barely have any friends. These are some of the disease ive thought ive had, schizophrenia, parkinsons, multiple sclerosis, thyroid cancer, diabetes, menigitis, bipolar disorder, and basically every single other one you can think of. It seems like if i think about certain symptoms like lossing feeling in certain parts of my bodies or even hearing voices, I beleive i have a severe disease. Latley i have this thought that im hearing voices, when really ive just been having random thoughts popping into my head, I pay attention to everything i do just to make sure im not messing up, and if i do mess up I feel like its a symptom of something terrible. There is so much more i could tell you but I dont want to waste your time, I just want to tell somebody everything that i feel and think. I feel like im going to go crazy and i also feal like a freak sometimes. I really just want somebody to listen to me. Oh and i think way too much.